I chose to start my day positively. Sent a message as soon as I opened my eyes. That's how I think about you each passing day. The positivity of the day continues as I received a message that I passed an initial assessment (they made me write a portfolio and articles) and I chose to share it first with you. Again, I received no response, and don't get me wrong, I definitely understand that you're working, I just thought that you can somehow be happy for me as well and can manage to answer back even just a simple 'congrats'. Its late in the afternoon and still not receiving any message from you. I have a lot of good news that happened today to share to you and I realized that you can't be as happy as I am. - This is how you're making me feel right now, and I hate myself because most of the time even though I already know what's going on, I still choose to give the benefit of the doubt and convince myself that I shouldn't assume that what I thought you feel is exactly what you're feeling.
"What the hell Jhen????!! You got more than enough blessings today, if they can't be happy for you then be it! Life has to go on." - me to myself..
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